I think the universe is trying really hard to cheer me up right now

I finally pulled out of my suicidal thoughts

I'm just too much of a coward to kill myself

Besides, I figure if God has forced, rather helped me to live through all the crap he's thrown at me, he wouldn't be very happy with me if I just gave up

I think he's trying to make me the strong one

I think he wants me to be brave

And just a few minutes ago, something happened to make me realize this

God obviously wanted Will with him. But he was sad that I was breaking down over it.

So, just next door to my dorm room, where Adaam and Jackson share their room, I heard suddenly Jackson shriek,

"CANADA?!?!!??!"

And I broke down laughng and sobbing at once.
Canada was Will's obsession. He loved the word. He loved the accent. Hell, he was obsessed with ths SHAPE of Canada.

I think the universe is trying to cheer me up right now

And since the entire universe is trying so hard,

.......I guess I can try a little too